I'll accept meit was me who was rejected
but now i reject those around me
it was me who was hurting
and yet they hurt too
it was me who wanted to get away
and now i am so far removed
i did want so badly
but now i can't see it
i search in vain
for it passes me by
even as i stare at it
it was they who said
and so it came to be
it was God who broke it...
am i the one keeping it?
it was them that i could not trust...
what about these ones over here?
this part wants to quit
that part drives me on
it is this heart that has scars;
this is the one that needs to heal
these eyes saw too much
and now they seek endlessly
each duct was dried up forcibly
and now they flow abundantly
it was this soul that was crushed
and now it lives to shine brightly
it was this child who was unresponsive;
and now i am keen and alert everywhere
it was me who made mistakes;
it was me who paid their price
i cannot reject those on this side
because of what was done first to me
my hands must unclench
and my eyes must recognize
Free Plushie Patterns Online
Here's a collection of links to sites outside of DeviantArt where you can find free plushie patterns. There are well over two hundred choices, so you're sure to find something you like.
Remember, if you can't find exactly what you're looking for, try adapting one of the patterns. For example, a tiger can easily be turned into a lion, an elephant into a wooly mammoth, an elf into a goblin, or combine the upper half of a mermaid with the lower half of a pony to get a centaur.
Night Garden Studios Jointed and Rag Bears
Baby Bows Bear
Hug Me (EMS Bear)